Oh my god bro.
Im so sorry he's gone. even though im a sworn enemy of anti-furries, i still feel bad for those who actually died and it wasn't justified (like how an anti-furry that only posted Anti Furry Memes was shot and he didnt deserve, but an anti-furry who actually shot up a convention and committed hate crimes against furries while imitating nazis deserved to be shot and killed by the police).
You're gonna be okay kid. I am heartbroken by your loss, and i only hope you can recover. It's hard, but it's gonna be alright.