Update: going on record to say I am NOT proship. (Also there's an apology from Sylvia in the comments about a different drama.)

I’m sorry for kickstarting this entire chain of drama.
Really, I am.
I wasn’t thinking properly.
My mind was out of line and going crazy (I was running on barely an hour of sleep then) and I didn’t realize what I had done until it was too late.
Those takes that I had then, for the most part, weren’t correct, and I didn’t elaborate on them clearly, which led to misunderstandings.

The things I said had many flaws and my (very childish and immature) excuses had numerous inconsistencies.
It caused me to do something I couldn’t take back, and still heavily regret.
For any inconvenience caused from September 1st, even if I should have done this sooner, I deeply apologize and hope to fix any future issues and mistakes.

For those who are confused on what I am explaining:
This all began on September 1st.
N/Alex/Incubus (a user who recently left/deleted) posted something related to sex jokes/smash or pass.
I made the mistake of commenting a poorly elaborated take on the topics being explained.
I had made some unclear, very stupid assumptions/remarks about “most of the stream being minors”, not including the fact that, explained by gummy, age does not determine maturity.
I had received a good bit of backlash from my comments, and made numerous stupid decisions, the most important being:
not explaining what I meant more clearly,
and the most drastic of the two:
deleting my former main account.
I had deleted it with the reasoning behind it being that it would be the best for everyone here.
I admit, I should have gone offline when I was recommended to.
I, again, heavily apologize for this incident.

And to explain those controversial takes:
I meant to clarify that the more specific sex jokes (these boundaries have been loosened for me since) made me really uncomfortable.
Smash or pass related things do not make me uncomfortable.

I am learning how to understand these kinds of things better.

I regret deleting my account.
Not just because of everything that I lost (points, followers, and, more selfishly, ownership/relevancy/friends/popularity (I’ll admit, I’m a bit of a narcissist..),
but, most importantly, because of what I didn’t acknowledge.
What I failed to learn.

There are mistakes I made that I cannot take back, but, as someone once said,
“Without the past, the present and the future are impossible. You can't just cover up your past actions so that everything is rosy again.”

This isn’t quite asking for a second chance. I’m not asking for pity. What I did was disgraceful, and didn’t help y’all one bit.
I want to learn from my past and present mistakes, and prevent future ones as well.

Now, send your “I ain’t reading allat” messages as you wish.

Sylvia, I wish you didn't delete your old account and were still part of the team tbh.

The account deletion is one of the things I regret doing the most.

but..
some things just happen.
I personally don’t even believe I was worthy of the “owner” role to begin with.
that should have been given to gummy a long time ago.

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September has been too much istg

Ba dee ya, say do you remember
Ba da ya, Dancing in September

Who is shipping minors

Hopefully, nobody here is shipping minors and adults. Gummy is proship though apparently.

gummy is shipping minors?

Hopefully not.

alr

PROSHIP MEANS ANTI HARASSMENT OH MY GOD PROSHIP IS BEING A NEUTRAL PARTY

I’m not a neutral party. If I think something is wrong, if I have enough motivation, I will say its wrong.

Thought crimes don't exist and fictional characters are not real. Threatening and harassing people, however, is a real thing that has consequences. That's all I'm gonna say.

Pedophilic content, even in fiction, makes it more normalized. Consuming sexual pedophilic content can make more pedophiles. And fictional characters can become real because of DID (or at least alters based on fictional characters).

I'm not going to try to educate you bc I know it won't change your mind.

I’m not going to bother convincing you my side of the issue either. We have to get along decently well to be a good team.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Chaos must be stopped. (I'm just barely awake rn)

I’m surprised you are on right now tbh.

It's 819am I'm on at 9pm usually

Huh? What drama?

An adult on the mod team was revealed to be proship, then doubled down about being proship in a stream/site used mostly by minors. It has quite the potential to become something really horrible.

i hope not

woah what??
what is happening (again)

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ok ty
:3