Well, you have a creative mind. Creativity is a good trait to have. I personally wouldn’t want to be a little bug-sized person though. You’re also not in my age range, so marriage is out of the question. Even if you were, I’m demiromantic and noetiromantic, which makes things more complicated.
However, I’m glad you feel a strong connection to people in this stream. It's normal for many people to want some form of companionship whether it's through romantic relationships, queerplatonic relationships, or friendships. When I was younger, I wanted to get a house with some of my online friends too, so maybe that's normal as well. Idk. I’d advise not turning us into bug-sized people though, and maybe look at getting into creative writing. Maybe you could write a book someday. :)