I swear to god..

Ok, but don't kill yourself, that's for losers.

I won't

That's good to hear.

Yeah, I just can't

If you are talking about wanting to, but realizing you can't for other people, I feel you.

I just physically can't, my body physically moves on its own to stop me

That, I do not understand.

I guess my subconscious will to live is too strong

You got a will to live? That's good.

Yeah most people dont

I never would kill myself because I'm scared of death

Me too

:(

I won't..

Don’t kys

I can't and won't..

Good

I'm so confused

please don't tell me that means killing yourself..

No..
I can't..

If you kill yourself

I'm killing myself

I'm not
I can't do it

Good

I got caught in my anger and made a threat... to do something I don't even know..

Please dont

I know this might be off topic but Nick. I wanna apologize for what i said a few weeks back. It was wrong and I should have not judged you for your community. Will you forgive me.