TW. Suicidal thoughts in title . . . . . . . . . . . . what if I just jumped? (syl: love you, lil bro. :[ /p)

HEY
NO
GO TO BED
THOSE ARE MY THOUGHTS
STOP STEALING THEM

I stole them from u. That's why ur fine tonight

i'm fine because it's the morning for me

i might need those later tonight

Well to bad. I already stole them

No you deserve to live more then I do give them back!

Nope. Mine. Yoinked

yo
chaws
you might not notice but ive been looking through your posts
im going to ask to get to know you better
i fnd myself interested in you
maybe youll be one im obsessed with

also i am going to ask you to be nicer to yourself. you really are emotionally fuzzy upon my observation. if you find you dont love yourself vent to someone. validate yourself or occasionally find validation. that keeps me going. hopefully it helps you too. look at yourself in the mirror. if you choose to be masculine, get some weights and lift your anger, pent up sorrow and perpetual crisis away. if you choose to be feminine, sprint. get a mannequin and break its shins(/jk m8). express yourself through dance. find an intelligence based subject such as science and study it to the very last period of an ancient chinese book. get hobbies. chaws, you may be asleep or you may be ignoring me but in my rural michigan town in my long thin room on a kindle web browser i will continue to fuss over your health. you seem like a good person to love and help. i am here for you whether you like it or not. if i come off as psycho at least it is in the name of ensuring your safety and mental happiness. (please visit a therapist or find solace in something and find the will to keep moving through it.)

Damn I was about to sleep (almost 5am here) and this was certainly something to read

ah. good to know youve acknowledged i refuse to leave you alone. goodnight, ill continue stalking you. im psycho obsessive but i mean well. (you must live near me, its almost 0500 here too)

Im trying to determine more about you. U said mate so I was gonna go with Australian or British. Then u said comrade so I went Russian. Then I find out were in the same time zone, but u use military time. You confuse me

i say mate cuz i love dankpods
i love reznov from an old cod title so i say comrade. plus it is imo a funny joke.
i use military time cuz i idolize the honor a soldier has and how they work and how precise military time is.
i use heaps of unconventional slang. i would imagine i confuse you. im from america. i play call of duty and watch a single stupidly funny australian youtuber. i wish to serve the military for several years. i also think of myself a femboy without the fit and find or make up random slang. so in other words im autistic and you will need to observe me more before you understand wtf im saying.

We don't hate you Chaws. You are very much liked here and have quite a few friends. You will figure out what you are with time. Please don't do anything drastic. Getting some sleep (actual normal sleep) would probably be a good idea.

The 2 hours I got before being woken up to screaming was actual normal sleep tho

don't die, please..

But I wanna

all i want is for you to live..

all I want is for me to die..

...
🫂

i love you too much for that..
/p

I hate me too much for that not to happen..

🫂🫂🫂

We have a conflict of interests here

If you need a tie-breaker, I vote that you live.

What if I told you I just made a bingo? Will this make u agree with me?

Your life for a bingo? Nah. You being alive is worth much more than a new bingo.

Worth a shot. Ik u like the bingos (its up now)

I will play it. Just please don't sewer slide.

):

🫂🫂🫂