distressed squidward

10 year

which friend

hmm

git is really thinking about it

personally i'd take the one night stand

take a guess

cam

yes
as friends

AS FRIENDS? SUUURE

FYM SURE

I KNOW YOU WANT THAT CAMUSSY MORE THAN JUST FRIENDS

HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT
IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS
THE CRUSH WORE OFF

WE HAD A CONVERSATION ABOUT THIS LAST MONTH HUN
IT HAS NOT WORN OFF

WHAT

Lmaooo

UH HUH

ARE YOU SURE THAT WAS ME

YES I AM

WELL SHIT

LMAOOOO

10 year

which friend

10 year relationship. Can I choose the friend?

yeah

Yeah... you know which friend I would choose?

sure?

You. It would be you.

simp

One that's not succeeding

in what exactly?

In getting the love of the one for which I simp for

and how do you feel about that thought?

Sad...

therapist 💀

therapist 💀

therapist 💀

the rapist 💀

well have you thought about HER feelings and if SHES comfortable? 🙁

Sure

*sips tea* whats going on here?

wym sure? wanted to say something in return but also wanted to keep up appearances hmmm

I just don't want to get into this

then leave whoever ur harassing rn alone. 😊 read the room.

And I was happy to see you

i was too 😊 until i found out what youve been doing. tone it down please.

I missed her. Of course i'm f**king happy to see her and i'm acting a little weird. I realize that now and i'm trying to change it but. Never mind sure whatever I guess. I am harassing people and being the old crossbones everybody knows. People cant change.

this isnt about what im seeing here, this is about what you're doing to people in private. you CAN change, but maybe you could be more aware about the messages they are trying to subtly send you. when you can tell a girl is uncomfortable PLEASE STOP and dont shoot ur shot because if shes uncomfortable she wont take it.

No no I get what you're saying. I just realize i'm not different. I'm just the same old guy. Always been shit at picking up upon hints. Thanks for helping me realize that. Good to know I wasted my f**king year.

cross we can always improve you didnt waste it im glad u gained confidence ubt maybe youll realize more abt urself and u can continue to improve? im just trying to tell u so more people will enjoy ur company.

No i'm just going to go again. I can't come back until ive completely changed. I just want to stop hurting everybody

u dont have to go life is always abt improvement everyone needs to work on some aspect it doesnt mean you have to disappear for good whenever u do have an aspect to work on right? nobody is perfect. and it's the experiences you have along the way that really sculpt u to put u on the road of improvement

No you don't get it I have to completely change. No more of that old me. I have to be a completely different person if I want to be happy

i understand.

but i hope one day you will understand too.

Yeah no probably not going to happen

if you want to change so bad, why do you have a mindset that it will never happen?

Because I took a whole f**king year off. To change myself and prove myself go to therapy.
Make friends get smarter and when I come back. I turned out to be the same perverted old guy I used to be. It was so mentally draining to improve myself make myself more likeable. Just to turn old f**king mother figure hates me because I haven't changed. I hurt one of my closest friends because I haven't changed. I make everybody feel uncomfortable because I haven't changed

i dont hate u bruh 😭 and anyone can change.

but what i mean is, if you are so ready to change urself and disappear, but u keep saying "im not gonna change im not gonna change", where is the motivation at?

You guys I love all of you. And it hurt me so much to leave last time without even leaving a note about it. Do you think I want to leave again? no! You all are my motivation. I just want to see you all smile And when somebody mentions the word crossbones you all can smile laugh and reminisce about me. I don't want fame. I don't want the most points on imgflip. I just want a real family. And you guys are the closest thing I got to that. I don't want to hurt any of you I just want to improve myself for all of you. I just don't know if I can

we love u too cross u dont have to leave to change it takes time and experiences along the way

I sure feel like it sometimes

well does it mean its true?

I think mostly everybody here is happy about me being back because it's more nostalgia about the old days of msmg

why?

Because I actually love you all and knowing that you all might not like me. The same is just heartbreaking

does it matter to you what specifically a person likes about you?

Yes cause nobody in real life likes me

why do you feel like that?

I don't know..

think about it maybe.

has anyone given u that impression?

No but I just feel like it sometimes

i completely understand. but maybe people do like you and appreciate you irl!

Nah I doubt that that's why I come here to escape

the first step to others appreciating your presence is learning to appreciate your own.

I just really want you all to like me first

i completely understand that! but also know that not everyone out there will like you. everyone has haters, but don't let that get to you. instead focus on the ones who have expressed enjoyment in socializing with you.

No I just want everybody who I was and still am friends with to like me

i know. im just saying dont be so focused on it that you have such a big expectation you could be brought down from a single small blow

I know i'm fragile

well thats something that will improve over time right

Mhm

or it could right

Yeah

but the real question is if you WANT to improve in that area or not

I want to improve in every area

what specifically do you want to improve on?

I just want to work on everything

but in order to do that u need to make goals for urself and the first thing to do is to identify the issues u feel that u have

Yuh

if u dont want to continue this that is okay im just tryna help 😭

I just don't want to talk about it anymore

that's fine!

Ty

Lmaooo

damg

would've said cinna tbh

AW HELL NO

we love cinna

Yeah we do. But I wouldn't have a relationship with her

well I would 😍😍

What abt me?

idrk

Yes? I hear a yes

oop

Hehehh

uh fun

-hug-