I mean like I had a dream where she was crying out in the rain outside my house. And I asked her what was wrong then she said "there is nothing that takes the pain away" then I said "there there Loona. you and I are actually fighting the same pain" then she said "how? You look like you're enjoying life!" and I said "just a scar somewhere down inside of me, something I cannot repair. Even though it will always be, I pretend it isn't there. I'm trapped in yesterday. Where the pain is all I know. But I can't break away. 'cause when I'm alone I'm lost in these memories living behind my own illusion. Lost all my dignity living inside my own confusion. But I'm tired. I will always be afraid of the damage I've received. I'm trapped in yesterday. 'cause when I'm alone I'm lost in these memories living behind my own illusion. Lost all my dignity living inside my own confusion. I try to keep this pain inside. But I will never be alright." and she said "how are you so good at concealing your pain?" and I said "come on let's get you inside! I'll tell you once we get to my room!" then when we got to my room I went and got her a blanket and a hot cocoa. And she said "why are you doing all this for a hellhound like me? Don't you humans hate hellhounds?" and I said "my parents hate hellhounds but I can make an exception for you because you're actually kinda cute. And I cannot bare to watch any being suffer." then my dad walked in and he said in complete fear "IS THAT A F**KING HELLHOUND!?" then he tried grabbing her and throwing her out but I stepped in between her and my dad. And I said "when will you realize not all hellhounds are bad. I found her crying in the streets cold, and wet. And you know I can't bare to watch other beings suffer not even hellhounds." then she came up behind me and she said "thank you for defending me." then she kissed my right cheek. Then my dad looked confused as to what he had just seen. A hellhound kissing a human. Then I convinced him to let her stay with us. She slept with me in my room and she asked me for my name and I told her my name. Then she said in an adored tone "thank you for giving a chance to start over." and then I woke up crying out my dark heart.
