Ep. 4 made me have a dream where I walked into stolas' hospital room and when a nurse walked in I asked who hurt him and she said she didn't know then blitzø walked in and I pointed my pistol at his head and said "identify yourself imp!" and he told me his name and I said "who did this to him? And also have you seen a female hellhound? she's emo and wears a black crop top and her name is Loona" and he hesitated to tell me about Loona so I looked into his memories and found her. Then he told me that the demon's name is striker. And i said "also blitzø tell Loona that you saw her boyfriend and then describe what I look like! And tell her I'm going to hunt down that little c**t! Can you do that for me?" then he said "sure. But how do you know Loona?" and I said "we were high school sweethearts." and then I teleported out of the room and i found striker and full on jump kicked him off his horse. And pinned him to the ground and at that time my rage was in control and I grabbed one of my knives and sliced into his legs and abdomen. And said "so many souls to play with so little time. Wouldn't you agree?" then I started laughing relentlessly and I stabbed him in the head at leas 65 times and as I was about to go for another Loona grabbed my arm. I growled and looked at her then you know the saying "true love's kiss works every time"? Well yeah she kissed me lip to lip and then I was back in control and then I looked at striker's body and dropped my knife and dropped to my knees and started crying and kept saying "what have I done?" then Loona pulled my face up so I was making direct eye contact with her and I said in a relieved and sad tone "Loona?" and she said "hello again Altiar my love." and I said "o my gods it is you!" and we hugged and we kissed but then we gave striker a proper burial. And then I woke up crying my heart out. Screaming "WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?"