I can only speak generally to that since I don't know you and apparently you don't, as of yet, know Jesus. So, generally speaking, a relationship with Jesus yields peace that you cannot get anywhere else. A person in relationship with Jesus knows they are never alone. Think of it as having a friend that already knows everything you have ever done or will ever do and loves you anyway. A friend which, having creatlyved you, already knows what you will be happiest doing. He knows your strengths and weaknesses. Again, generally speaking, I can't answer the exact help which God will give to any individual, but there are many instances of people in prison having their inward being radically changed by a relationship with Christ. Seriously and respectfully if you are in need of help, definitely seek professional help but also consider looking to the Great Physician, Jesus.