Okay! You should probably rest, i also have minor anger issues, but the way i deal with them? Idk! I just deal with them
So take maybe a day off, or how much ya want
Rest, trust me, without rest there is no meaning to life
I will read the rest of your story once im done with my church stuff, and if i dont have time after that, i will read if after i come back from spain
Good rest!