i have something that i've been meaning to tell you guys for a while: i drink my own cum. it started out as a joke, but then it became more intense. i would be craving my sweet juices during school, at boy scouts, even during meals. as of july, i milk myself 8 times a day, just so i can feast on my own semen. I've been seeing a therapist about this for a good few months now (it started in may of this year and has only increased in frequency since). the doctors say that if i don't stop eating my cum, (or at least try to) I'll end up going blind, so i've been trying to lower my consumption rate recently. My girlfriend's fully aware of this, and she doesn't aprove, which is part of the reason whyour relationship is such garbage. She's asked me why I've kept going out with her instead of another guy, but it wouldn't be the same. I wouldn't get the same amount of pleasure if i was drinking another mans milk, it has to be my own. I wouldn't get the same feeling of risk from it as i do from drinking my own. It's ok if you don't respect me, and it's ok if you don't understand. I just wanted you, my friends, to know to truth. the truth about me.
