if one of you would listen to me, just this once, maybe i could be better

i am sorry for the way i have been acting, i have been very immature lately, and i am sorry for that; but you all do not know how i feel at times, you never respect me, you always abuse the things i give you, and you give the stupidest reasons to do so. this is my stream, my creation, my lore, but you seem to take it farther, acting like you made it aswell, you did not, all i want is a little respect once in a while, this place is garbage, and you know it, now thanks to you, i cannot feel any sort of emotion here other than anger and sadness. i made this place because i wanted to make new lore for my characters, but all it did was bring unneeded hate to myself and others. i am sick and tired of you guys telling me what to do, and i've said before that you don't respect the talented artists who make you art, they get disrespected aswell, you never seem to like the artwork, making it look like you don't appreciate their hard work and dedication, i'm sick of it, when i ask them, i have to build up confidence to ask them, i am afraid of asking for stuff. i may seem hateful, rude, or mean, but you all are the ones who made me this way, maybe if i got a little respect once in a while and not the cringe lords like geevee, maybe i would be nicer, but because of you, i am surrounded by my pain, angry, sadness and my rude hate. we are all monsters, we are imgflip, we are hateful and rude, we are homophobic bigots, we can't do anything about that, you all get offended at stuff like that, which is terrible when you realize most are hateful or hate on that stuff for the same reasons as me.