No matter how much I speak no one listens. No matter how much I cry no one cares. I try to convince some of you that God is real and that he does have a plan for us, but you’ve called me an idiot and ignorant and a fool so much I think I’m starting to believe it. What I’m saying might damn well be blasphemy but if there is no God than who knows if it is. I want to believe there is a God, I really do, but now I don’t know what to believe. Do any of you care? Is anyone even reading this? Or are you just gonna turn it into some dumbass copypasta so you can get some stupid little green arrows online that make you feel valid. You know what, fine. Do it. I just sound like an idiot, don’t I. Venting about random bull like this. None of you care. If there isn’t a God than nobody at all cares. Nothing matters. What’s the point of anything. “Post some more shitposts, that’ll get you over it.” No. I’m just delaying the problem until it’s too late, like I always fricking have. No wonder my 3.7 dropped to a fricking 3.3. I’m never going to get anywhere. If there is no God than nothing matters. That’s what I always believed. But now I think I might be starting to believe that’s true after all. Anyways Onan is on in 10 minutes, anyone wanna be a guest