nothing in this whole year has been working for me. family members are getting jumped by drunken bastards, i keep having the risk of having a very fatal disease. i am not wanting to go through depression again, cuz i just had a thought of blowing my head off with a rifle not long ago. so many things are being thrown at me, i can't go through one great time without being so f**king stressed. so now i decided i shouldn't have this online status to continue on.
well. that's that.
goodbye.