People just don't really understand anything what others have gone through.
Sure, I haven't gone through the same as you.
But- The reason some would consider me ass edgy because truth is;
I barely had a childhood, my dad was barely there for me because of work. My mum is overbearing, when I was a kid I was bullied a lot, right until half of the 3rd year in high school.
My dad had a heart attack when I was 10 (still haven't mentally processed it, and I'm 19.)
Nobody was around to help, it was just me and my dad at the time. (It's why I can't stand the topic on heart attacks, or hospitals themselves and the sound of sirens.)
After he had recovered, he couldn't work, and started to mentally abuse me.
He still does.
His health has been getting worse and worse through the years that go by.
Ever since I was a kid, I've always been around adults, I can't talk to anybody properly without really just boring them. I'm a burnt out former gifted kid, cause of the Scottish Primary school education system (Think for Primary school as Middle School). Ever since I started high school (graduated in 2021, also started my first year of college that year as well), I had to translate for my parents since neither of them speak English that well. I've always been under pressure.
So, if i do snap. Its the stress. Sure, I go to a therapist. But it took me long enough to realize i have to go.
I may not have it that bad as some do. But I have my pain i keep on hiding.
If y'all are wondering why I don't answer how I'm doing. It's because I've became too numb to feel somethings or i just don't wanna answer.
