Well, to make a long story short..
I was 7, and the first cat my family got was a "male". we thought it was a male until it gave birth. 1 of the kittens of the 3 had a liking to me. his siblings died, except for him.(1st one by father, accidentally stepping on it, 2nd one, Hazelnut by unknown causes). The fluff was named Coconut. ..
and I had to give him up.
Just to move f**king houses because we had to move f**king houses.
My life isn't f**king fair anymore.
I hate it