You have a twitch account? You stream?? I don't affiliate myself with twitch at all, but still that's pretty cool. I think. Would have to see your content to make a definitive judgement.
Also, losers on the internet get pretty bold when they don't have to show their faces, so I'd say pay them no heed. But that's simple advice.
I can't relate that much to this, but I heard this saying. If you want to succeed in something like this, be prepared to fail for 10 years first.
As for comforting advice...I'm no therapist, so I'd probably need to get to know you first...