He was wearing something on his face.
But he was in f**king pain. It's ecstatic, but it's for as long as your skin burns off,,, then you don't feel anything. He got numb when he fell,,, so we can say he wasn't feeling anything.
He lived,,, just burned out mostly.
He was ranting about some shit when he got back to his senses, so it's probably a political statement,,, not just suicidal,, cuz he wants to f**king suffer and he wants people to know.
Maybe an apology,, repentance.