* a h e m *
I don't understand, Drizzy. I don't.
And I don't think I ever will. You don't ever understand me either ,,
I think this
just isn't
working anymore.
I try so f**king hard, yet you continue to grow distant. I always try my best to make it clear, that I love you, and I think I do a pretty damn good job at it.
So why don't you ever do the same? Why don't you ever react mutually? Even if
if you lied about it, it'd make me feel better cuz at least that'd mean that you care enough to lie. But you can't do the simplest shit.
This is getting,,, one-sided, Drizz. I tried to be patient, I did, but I need someone who's willing to love me and care for me
whenever I need it . and judging by what you've shown me,
you can't live up to being that person .
Listen. The rare times you did display any sort of real acknowledgment, it felt so good and special that no matter how much you hurt me I stayed, hoping that I'll experience that beautiful feeling once more. It's why I've remained by your side this long.
Well, I'm done waiting, Drizzy.
It's going to hurt so
so bad, and I don't know how long it'll take for me to move on. But I'd rather deal with the burden of ending this toxic one-sided cycle of fake I love you's,, than to continue this exhausting torture you've been feeding me .
Have a good time with
her .
Please don't ever speak to me again, babe.
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.
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anyways lol that felt nice im
angry right now so
nice. i love u