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MY LIFE'S BEEN GOING GOOD, A BIT TOO GOOD, BUT THE THING IS I DON'T KNOW WHY. I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS AND LOVERS WHO CARE ABOUT ME, BUT I FEEL LIKE I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING TO DESERVE THIS MUCH CARE AND LOVE, OUT OF LITERALLY BILLIONS OF PEOPLE, WHY LOOK UP TO ME FOR HELP OR ADVICE WHEN ALL I DO IS MESS EVERYTHING UP? MY INNER DEMON CALLED SCHIZOPHRENIA HAS BEEN MAKING ME REGRET THINGS FROM THE PAST AND NOW HERE WE ARE. I FEEL LIKE I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO DESERVE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS AND SUCH, BECAUSE ALL I'VE DONE IS SCREW EVERYTHING UP. I DON'T FEEL ALL THAT SPECIAL OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, IT DOESN'T SURPRISE ME. I'VE BEEN USED AND LIED TO BEFORE, I'VE BEEN BULLIED AND TURNED AGAINST MY OWN FRIENDS AS WELL IN THE PAST...EVERY...SINGLE...DAY. I'VE BEEN CHEATED ON AND BETRAYED, HAD MY BACK STABBED SEVERAL COUNTLESS NUMBER OF TIMES AND I'VE BEEN MANIPULATED JUST AS MUCH TIMES AS I'VE BEEN USED AND BETRAYED. ONE SIDE OF ME TELLS ME TO NEVER BELIEVE OR TRUST ANYONE, ANOTHER SIDE SAYS TO TAKE THINGS IN MY OWN HANDS AND DO THE RIGHT THING, SOMETIMES WE ALL GOTTA MAKE SACRIFICES WE DON'T LIKE. I'VE BEEN STRESSING SO MANY TIMES FOR YEARS ON END. PEOPLE ALWAYS ASK "WHY DO YOU LOVE ME" OR "WHY DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME", BUT EVERYONE ALWAYS IGNORES THAT ONE IMPORTANT QUESTION: "WHY DO I DESERVE YOU, AND WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO DESERVE SUCH AN AMAZING FRIEND LIKE YOU?"