ill explain later how he commented

Everyone, I had some time to think, and it has come across me while I was on VRChat that I was the one that f**ked up. I just want to say I'm sorry for how I acted the other night, I never should have brought up my issues in the real world on a meme site just for losing my mod, I shouldn't have caused drama, and I shouldn't have tried to force you guys into taking my side. I was just so upset about losing mod that I just broke loose, you know? But after last night, I had time to think about what just happened, and I realized I messed up. I still think that Spire made the mistake of removing almost every mod in the msmg, but that's just me, and yes, I already know that they re-invited everyone back. Almost everyone, I'm not sure who all is left. Either way, Spire, if you're reading this, I don't care if I get mod back or not, I just had to get this off my chest now, otherwise I'd be crushed with all this guilt I've been carrying on my shoulders all day. All I ask is that you'll accept my apology and forgive me. I understand if you refuse to forgive me, and ou don't have to. I just want to thank you for taking some time to read this.

put yourself in my shoes for one minute.

Imagine this: the great uncle you were named after dies, and you have to go to a funeral in california. that trip takes up 2 days of school. now imagine the principal sending your parents emails, threatening you with the police, child services, and other bullshit if you miss 1 more day of school.
Now imagine your dad, who abandoned you and your mom when you were only 2 years old. imagine him freaking out, yelling at your mom once again for something that isn't her fault and apparently is.
Now, imagine him talking you and your mom to court to get the paperwork done so that you have to live with your shitty dad and strict-as-f**king-hell asian step-mom and annoying as f**king hell 6 year old brother who with smack your walls and doors with a hammer

I want you to imagine yourself in my shoes right now.
and feel my suffering
and if you can comprehend what I'm going through and why I go on the meme generator
then you can go shake the hand of Lucifer himself /j

Dude I feel you
I'm left with my mom, because my Dad is a drunk as f**ker who mostly attacks ME when he's drunk(I'm the youngest out of my family), attacks my mom for shit she didn't do, tells her what to do, HAS F**KING SEIZURES AND I SAW ONE MYSELF. My mom is nice tho until she guilt trips us when she's mad or angry. Police and Child Services where mentioned ONCE because I refuse to go to school because of my own mental problems and my extremely f**ked up sleep because it's only getting worse and also bullying. I'm doing so shit at school to the point where I want to drop out before I even start YR 8. Hell, I can't even keep up with my schedule's anymore because of my mental problems(Depression, Anxiety[I guess] ADHD[I have a specific type I think], Anger Issues and Insomnia).

My sleep problems is the worse right now because I'm literally turning into a human owl. Sleep all day and awake all night. and I just came here looking for friends and help, friends I got, help I didn't. I was shy when I came but now I'm such a big-ass hit. I don't talk to people about my problems because I'll have to go to a therapist and that is a SHIT ton of money that my mom doesn't have. And because I'm an Introvert that avoids social interaction SO F**KING MUCH TO THE POINT WHERE I WANT TO STAY HOME. I do nothing 5% of the time while the other 95% is being on my laptop being here or watching youtube and playing on my 3DS Wonder Trading in Pokemon. I'm also playing on the PS3 doing Nightmare Mode on my Skylander games.

My granddad passed away last year on the 2nd of December due to Brain Cancer. we all had to go up to South West Rocks(6 Hours from my place) and make stops on the way there because of my mom's back issue's and hip issues. Speaking of, My mom needs a replacement hip because one of the sockets for her legs are longer than normal, so it prevents her from doing LOTS of things. It's been a struggle trying to help because we all give attitude when we're forced to do something. I can't blame her, mostly because of the problems she has herself.

But holy f**king shit my problems only get worse and worse every time I get: Upset, Angry, Guilt Tripped and stressed.