Wow - this is quite a very huge lot to take in!
I honestly don't know what to even say about this, as I never knew I'd ever in my life on earth, padst or present, make a positive impact on anyone in this way, and this is very heartwarming to hear regardless. I don't know what to say, nor if I'm going to be able to say anything at all to respond to this, all I know is that it's very warming in my soul to know that someone holds me in this high of a regard - thank you!
And regarding your whole password thing, I think it'd be for the better that you trust someone else with it, as I'm not sure I'm even close to being ready to hold onto this level of responsibility.
Either way, you deserve, in my opinion, a Nobel Peace Prize for your efforts in warming my soul in this way - just a consideration.
Thank you!