I simply lack the:
1. Time
2. Patience and
3. Desire
to speak to you. Furthermore, you can't just say my entire opinion and stance of you is invalid because it was "last year". If I murdered someone and went "You have to give me a chance! I only killed people LAST YEAR", you still did what you did. Regardless, I'd honestly rather lick a cheese grater than engage in a discussion with you.
Either way, you've yet to produce any evidence that you actually have changed besides vague statements of "I'm not the person I was", which I've heard a thousand times before. So I'll go ahead and wait until you come up with some real proof, thank you very much.