Sorry if this is too personal, I’m just wondering

I just..
didn't fully feel like a girl.
I don't know why, I just don't.

About when I was in 4th year of high school.
But...
I dunno.
Here's the weird thing.
As a kid, I used to play Club Penguin and my character was meant to be male cause my imagination wanted them to be. I didn't care if they called me a guy even though I wasn't.
So...ig as a kid I was genderfluid and didn't realize it?
Idk.
First gay video game crush was Puffle Handler from the game, Club Penguin.
So...I dunno.
I can't explain that part.
But in full understanding, then yea.
4th year of high school is when I decided to say (sorry for the swearing...can't control myself there...) "F**k being female...But, I'm not a guy here. Never wanted to decide that I'm a guy. I'm not a girl. Never will feel like one...F**k this! F**k gender! F**k everything!" So that's....how it all began to unfold to me coming out to close friends in high school as Non-binary, also came out to them as bisexual back then.
Honestly. Yes this is a lot read....but...yea.
The whole bisexual part...I don't wanna really get into detail when that began.
But yea.
That's the whole story behind why I'm non-binary.

abt 10 yrs old, i heard abt it and started using other pronouns around my friends. it just happened.

july this year

In 4th grade, I started hating my female body just cause it was female. I ignored it though.
But the actual first time was in 2nd grade, I was jealous of the boys just because they were boys.

13 years old!

i actually started f e e l i n g uncomfortable with it around puberty but there was times before it where i'd thought about being a different gender or behaved like a different gender like when i was 3 or smth i dressed up in dresses

When I was 10. I started learning more about LGBTQ+, and I kinda just realized "oh s**t im not a girl"

I realized I disliked how I looked/acted feminine, and then slowly felt uncomfortable whenever someone would use she/her pronouns on me. I questioned wether I was trans or not, and I thought he/him didn’t fit me either. After a while of questioning, I found out non-binary and realized they/them felt most comfortable on me.

Basically, I was doing philosophical thinking about gender, and why I thought I was a girl. And then I started to realize that I felt more genderless. But that didn’t explain the times that I felt like a girl and wanted to do girly stuff. And then I learned about girlflux, and that’s what I am. I started to realize that certain things made me feel more feminine or more neutral, and that’s what made me evaisgender

I was probably 13 or 12

At the latest, when I was 4

Before I was trans, Like 9 or younger