I'v just realised I made a million spelling mistakes, here is the better version:
A normal day, another way
For words and phrases to get into my brain
The never ending banging and words that will hurt
While twelve different *people* are telling me to convert
From what I think is right, from what I hope is right
Enforcing and staying up every night.
Am I the Villain in this imaginary story?
Am I just a *rat* in a laboratory?
The invisible strings that pull me away
When I log onto here every single day
Responsibility, civility and humility
Preventing me from that credibility
I’ve worked for hours, but not on my school
I’m on my laptop while all my other friends are in a pool
The banging, the *never ending* drum inside my head
Campaigning and working while others want me dead
Am I overreacting? Am I acting too weak?
I’ve got many who’ll silence me when I have to speak
I want to quit, I need to quit, I know
But there are others, depending on me not to go
They’re friends, but only for my position and power
The words and memes I have to accept every hour
“You’re not doing it right, why are you here?”
I’m only *really* doing this because of fear…
I was very tired when I made it lol
