After reading your latest projection "there are few things more cringe in this world than someone desperately trying to convince someone else that they won an online agre (You don't need to announce it when it's true, sweetheart)
Run, hide, pretend that you weren't just put in your place because you're too stupid to justify your feelings."
Your level of self hatred is becoming more and more clear and apparent. Truly, you have my pity. If your ego controls you, you'll respond. If not, you won't. Time will always tell. Highschool is much better, just get through this, and you'll be okay