all of these things are the things that make you human. Everybody is like this, we all have some stupid fear, we all cower from things naturally, we all lie on occasion, we all have different heights. We all have so many different flaws, and if we spend our whole life just being sad about them, we'll never fix anything. If there were no issues in life, and everything was always perfect, there wouldn't be a purpose. The purpose is the path we walk to get rid of them. So quit seeing yourself as some piece of s**t and maybe then, and only then, will you truly be perfect.