Lol. My bestie said to me “bro, you’re like a computer. Everything you say is like a computer. Like Data from Star Trek. Stop that.”
This was early in my sobriety, I had about 2 years at the time, I’m in my 8th year now.
I found out over my years in recovery that I responded that way because I was afraid of my feelings for 1. After all, I’d suppressed them with drugs and alcohol for 35 years because I have as afraid of them and didn’t know what to do with them or how to have them and actually experience them.
And 2. After 35 years of alcohol and drug abuse, I really didn’t know what my feelings even were. They were so mixed and jumbled and confused that I couldn’t even identify them. I still have trouble today sometimes.