that's so sad to hear dude,but,as much as i hate saying this,i to know what it's like to lose a pet,i remember when i was very young,my family had a cat named twizler,and even though i was like...4 when he was alive,i loved him with my heart and soul,but then...one day...we noticed he stopped eating,and when we took him to the vet,they said he was very sick...and so,i had to see the pet i loved die right in front of my eyes,but,i've gone on long enough,long story short,have an upvote my brother,and may the lord bless you in this time of crisis...