You are de way ur beacause dat is de way u were meant to be. We all are wierd on some level. Heck I’m insane in 2 3 and 4th grade whenever I saw this one kid I would chase after him and try to eat him. I also will randomly say meep if you walk by me and I also for no reason will meow. I can keep going for way to long but you are de way ur and be you not what anyone forces you to be.