Except the heat of that moment was two months ago, and we weren't in it.
We have the luxury of sitting back and watching the replay, so our experience is more akin to a trial in the sense that we can step away and look at it more rationally, our base impulses subdued by time, distance, and logic.
Does the death of George Floyd - who was in the process of getting arrested for violating the law - also inspire the same reaction in you?