I'm sorry if this hurts you, but I think it had to be said
Cool don't care. If you want to leave so you don't have to deal with this, go ahead and leave. Like you've already did, you run away from your problems. You seek pity from others, you get mad when you don't get the way you want, you get pissed off when you don't get something in return from the ones you care about. In reality, a good hearted person doesn't care about whether they get something in return or whether they hurt their ego and pride doing something. They just do it cuz thats what they want to do, you on the other hand. Are the exact f**king opposite
Take Mookie for example. How you got seriously pissed when she said she loved someone else more. If you genuinely loved her, then you would be slightly pissed but mainly happy for her. Because you would want the best for Mookie, but no, you wanted her to remain there with your guilt trippy ass. I'm not gonna f**king act like I haven't done this shit before, because I have, many f**king times. Swift, you want everything sugar coated, you want everyone to feel bad for you, to make sure you feel so great about yourself, everything to be sunshine, butterflies and daisies. Well guess what, you won't get that sugar coating from me. You're gonna get the cold truth, no matter how much it's gonna hurt, face it. Numbing the pain only makes it worse when you finally feel it.