I have this 1 empty void in my heart that my old best fluffy friend filled when I was 7(They've been with me since it was born), but the void re-opened again since I had to give him up to move houses
To this day I still wonder if he's ok, and not dead. hopefully in a loving and caring family spending his time getting love and pets. I still wish I had him, especially since of the times I'm going through currently
And seeing this made me remember the times I had with him