I read 3 books over my 1 month break. I just ordered 7 more, mostly political theory and history. I don't hate white people or any group of people. I have plenty of facets to my self concept, Zak, and all you have inside you is race hatred, fear, and ignorance. I know it's painful, but you will have to face that emptiness eventually. The lack of a robust self-concept makes it very hard for white supremacists to grow because letting go of racism requires a reckoning with that pain and emptiness. My lack of belief in your god-republican jesus-is perhaps my greatest saving grace. I rely on my self for guidance, morality, and judgement, not some wretched contortion of christianity tied into race hatred. Ppl like you pass the personal, ethical, and moral buck onto god instead of having any sort of personal reckoning or self examination.