So about a year ago my dads mental health was declining and i had awoken to my mom in tears and the police at the door so apparently my dad had ran into the highway and got hit multiple times by cars and died on the highway before the emt could arive and when the rest of my family found out we were all devastated and some of us thought he was forced to do it but it was clearly a suicide later (last weekend) while we were cleaning the house i found my dads favorite think a small notebook (sorry about no punctuation a d about going on this rant but thx for reading)