You have to fill out the ban appeal form because its how the server works. Its to show you actually want to rejoin. Plus I'm not the only one who decides if you get unbanned
Also on top of this. for the spire situation all I did was time you out for a few hours because spreading false allegations of suicide can be quite damaging to the person you're talking about. All I did was ask that you not talk about it in PUBLIC CHANNELS. Hell all you had to do is come to me in DMs and I would've helped you get in contact with Spire (Which I had done less than 24 hours after the entire situation)
To be clear you weren't attacked/beat up/muted in chat for anything. You were banned by Zizi because of shit in Danny's server. I went through your chatlogs in the MSMH server and you were genuinely NOT muted there before being banned. If you want me to I can pull up the screenshots of the exact shit that got you banned