I met a psychologist who specialized in treating POWs at a POW conference a few decades ago. I was coordinating a POW program at the time. She had been a concentration camp prisoner as a young girl. She said she hated the Nazis for killing her parents and brother and abusing her, in the camp. An event caused her to examine her hatred. She said that she realized she had woken up the "Little Nazi," that dwelt inside her. She then learned to not hate anyone. She taught me to not hate. I am a stronger person as a result. I am not blinded by the hatred I do not feel. Perhaps you missed the meme I posted thanking the president for his program to fund vaccine research. Or, are you the one who is blinded by hatred?
I owe my life to working in health care management for 35-years and learning to do the exact opposite of what the president was telling people to do last Spring. I made masks for myself and my family. I avoided crowds and washed my hands. Universal precautions are not a new idea. When AIDS was first described in a major medical journal by a researcher who worked in a building next to mine, we recommended the practice to gay men. They rejected the idea in much the same way that Trump followers have. As much as we know about that disease, who gets it, and how, tens of thousands of new AIDS diagnoses will be made in America this year. People aren't in denial because they want to get sick. They get sick because they are in denial. If their leader tells them to do the things that lead to a spread of a disease, he is part of the problem, not part of the solution.
A disease no one had heard of last year at this time is now the number two cause of death in America. No one could have done worse than Trump did. Even your rewriting of his history of obstruction and inaction relating to supplies, etc., would not have changed the behaviors of his followers at super-spreader events.
In 22-days, the corner will be turned. I would recommend that you take your disinformation, anger, and hatred, and put them aside forever. I suspect that this next year will be hard for you and people who share your beliefs. I fear we are in for a fact overload that will overwhelm people who have been misled for so long. It won't be easy. I sincerely wish you peace.