Please, don’t commit because of this

*actual tears form in my eyes*

He’s actually dead, isn’t he?

I think so...

*wants to curl up like a cat and die but knows I shouldn't*

What do you think drove him to commit suicide?

I dunno, probably all of this stupid shit that happened in the stream

Stress leading to depression and a lot of people hurting him emotionally without knowing would be my guess...

If he's really gone well...

I hope he'll hear me when I speak from heaven tonight...

Oh shit oh shit oh shit

Don't think I'm committing. I just... it's hard to explain.

Please don’t at all I beg of you

I may eventually. But not now. Especially not when Mega is gone... the whole group would collapse.

;-;

You want to hear him in your dreams?

Not exactly...

You’re not actually committing, right?

No...

I just

My soul gets transferred in a way
Sometimes I speak addressing people who are no longer with me (or in this case, us, because there's a very high chance Mega succeeded...) and sometimes I hear a responce. Like they're speaking to me, but through my thoughts. I don't understand why or how this happens, but it does. It feels like a curse.

Oh boy

It's a strange... "ability" to have...

I think that’s called soliloquy but with someone you knew before they died

If you do get a response from Mega, tell us what he said.

I will if he does respond.

Let’s just hope he’s still alive

We can only hope...

But sometimes, hope can lead you down the road of disappointment.

Imperial thought of the day from Warhammer 40k

We can try praying to see if that works better

OH SHIT