Mk, so I flipped out and was tempting to stab myself, but I was too pussy for that. So, I grabbed a handful of pills from the bathroom (If you want proof I'll give it) and poured in my hand. I counted 19, drank it all with water, and flipped out even more. I then felt stupid and texted my dad. When I did I went to the bathroom forcing myself to puke, which none of the pills came out, then I puked some more, drank at least 2 liters of water, and just kept forcing myself to puke, with no pills coming out. Dad came home, pissed and scared, tried to ask what the hell I did, and all I could say was that I was done with myself. He told me I'd better keep puking or we were going to the hospital and would be there for a week, so I just kept puking, nothing coming out. Still no sign of pills in my vomit, dad is questioning if I need therapy, and I may get internal bleeding/kidney failure, soooooooo yeah