Where'd you get yours?
My father is a retired anesthesiologist and GP and my brother is a chiropractor, and many more in my extended family beyond that are doctors, scientists, teachers, and artists. I've been animating and art directing for around 30 years all over North America and directing my own projects for the last half of that.
If you listen to the corporate media then you're listening to lies.
“If you don't read the newspaper, you're uninformed. If you read the newspaper, you're mis-informed.” ~ Mark Twain
If you listen to corporate media talk about other corporate media then you're still in the lie bubble also known as the Overton Window. Look it up.
If you listen to a diverse variety of alternative media then you can triangulate your own awareness on the truth rather than be spoon fed information like a baby from the proven liars in the corporatocracy. Many of them will be second level corporate liars too, but you have to discern for yourself who is trustworthy in the alternative media who will comment on the corporate media - and THEN you can finally start to understand the manipulations, deceptions, exploitations and extermination agendas.
You can start at https://SaidIt.net where there's all sorts of unfiltered folks, good, bad, ugly, and insightful. Also https://WikiSpooks.com, https://CorbettReport.com and many others are great sources. If you want I can make a list of my faves for you. You don't have to agree with everything, but if you at least listen to the alternatives you'll have an idea of what might be happening when the shit really goes down.
It's all going to get MUCH MUCH WORSE. That's why we all need to wake the flock up.