Boi-
I want to die at times too. Just don't focus on the bad things in life. there is so much good that gets ignored because everyone goes on complaining a lot. Here is a challenge for right now, since it is thanksgiving season and depression is no fun: post something you are thankful for every day this week with the tag #GiveThanks. focusing on the small good things makes you so much happier, believe me. This is a challenge my church started, but anyone is wlcome to join in and give thanks.