see bro
just wait, everything will get better
i have SOO MUCH WORK in school, and our tests just got over and they're pressurizing us with so much work
but i believe this will change and everything will become normal
if you die now, then you'd not have been able to do anything with this life
believe in change, its inevitable
it keeps occuring and you should adapt to it
so i say everything will turn to normal, and you can lead a peacefull life again!!
sorry my english is so worse...