Honestly, the best advice I can give from my personal experience is that even though like gets rough, and even downright awful at times, there are those rare little roses to stop and smell. To me, it sounds like a better way I could help is with email communication to give more advice. Here is the email associated with the account:
[email protected] . Despite the fact that the "spam" part is there, I actually do check it multiple times daily. I'll trust you to not abuse the knowledge of my email address. If you would like to talk in-depth about some things, let me know by sending me an email that says who you are and what (if anything) you'd like to discuss. Please do not use this as a source to abuse, as I will not take kindly to this. Most importantly, for legal reasons, I will disclose that in no way am I a licensed or trained mental/behavioral/psychiatric health personnel, and that any advise from your medical professionals should always supercede anything I may postulate. Beyond that, please do not share any identifying characteristics of yourself, especially if you are a minor. Even though I'm not a creepy person, it is not a good habit to allow to develop regardless of context. A one-word name (whether real or imagined) will more than suffice. Please, if at any point you feel there is any possibility that you could harm yourself or someone else, immediately tell someone in your physical vicinity that you feel can responsibly handle the situation with you. I look forward to discussions we may have.