HEY I'M POSTING THIS ANONYMOUSLY; I WANT TO JUST POST MY LIFE
OK SO WHEN I WAS LIKE 8 OR 9 MY MOM DIED FROM OVERDOSE, SMOKING, DRUGS, TYPE 2 DIABETES, AND PROBABLY ALOT MORE THEN AFTER THAT I GOT ADOPTED BY MY AUNT AND UNCLE MY DAD LEFT ME AND I HAVENT SEEN HIM IN YEARS. A FEW YEARS LATER I HAD ANXIETY ABOUT ALOT OF STUFF, MY AUNT DIDNT HELP BECAUSE SHE WAS GETTING ON TO ME FOR NOT DOING ANYTHING RIGHT... AFTER THAT I BECAME DEPRESSED AND SUICIDAL. I DONT REALLY KNOW WHY BUT THEN MY GIRLFRIEND LEFT ME AND ME AND MY BEST FRIEND GOT IN A HUGE FIGHT AND OFCOURSE SHE LEFT ME ALONG WITH MOST MY OTHER FRIENDS. I WAS CUTTING MYSELF FOR MONTHS THEN MY PARENTS FOUND OUT THAT I BLOCKED HER AND THEY GOT ONTO ME. OFCOURSE WE MADE UP BUT I DIDN'T TELL HER HOW I WAS FEELING. AFTER THAT I WAS QUESTIONING MY GENDER AND CAME OUT AS TRANSGENDER, MY PARENTS "ACCEPTED" ME AND I THOUGHT THAT THEY DID. I PUT I'M TRANSGENDER AND PROUD ON A WEBSITE AND THEY YELLED AT ME AND TOOK AWAY MY PHONE. THEN COMES THE 4TH OF JULY I WAS GOING TO KILL MYSELF ON THAT DAY BUT THEN MY BFF WANTED TO HAVE A SLEEPOVER AND IF MY MOM HAD SAID NO I WOULDN'T BE HERE THAT'S ALL