The gist of it was:
1. Renounce your homophobic beliefs;
2. Apologize to LGBTQ memers you've hurt;
3. Have your apology accepted by them.
That's the bare minimum for me to consider promoting your participation in this stream to anything more than a punching bag
If you come anywhere close to satisfying these criteria we can discuss in more detail
However, a little birdie is telling me to suspect that homophobia is far from the only bigoted belief you cling to, so we may have to do more investigating