oof that sucks. depression isn't very helpful.
i may be getting out of quarantine soon (hopefully). but other than that, i'm depressed & busy. i am working on writing original stories tho, so that's good.
i'm lonely. lol tbh, i can get depressed if i'm not able to hang out w/ friends 4 4+ days, so i've been dealing w/ it continually since i was 11 lol. (b/c i can easily have months without seeing anyone.) hopefully this time i can try 2 get 2 know ppl better & not have like what, the 25th blockade? to succeeding at it XD
however, i nvr rlly let anyone know i'm depressed, b/c my mom kinda thinks of it as stupid & just sighs & doesn't care if i imply anything close to it. rlly no one wants 2 hear anything about any sadness, so it just nvr gets dealt with. at least it's prolly better off than my lil brother, who just gets angry at everything instead lol
i'm also concerned about health b/c we've been cheating our diet recently due to the need of "comfort food" & i'm a hypochondriac XD
