it rlly does... i actually am depressed b/c i have 2 get evaluated in 11 days & ihni how i'm going 2 get everything done. plus lockdown sucks, & it's all b/c of my dad's job, even tho none of us r rlly concerned about going out much anymore. I got out for a few days, & then when my youth group was going to have a game night & dance party, 2 days earlier, someone in the church got covid & i haven't been out since b/c of it, even tho it's 3+ wks later & no one else has gotten it. So i'm lonely & busy w/ energy-draining school.
a lot of ppl ik don't like school (although some do). i hate it b/c it was prioritized over me getting out, which made me furious. But one of my friends said he'd rather be moving furniture than doing school. So right now i just want a vacation from normalcy.