I cannot help you overcome cowardice.
All you need to do to restore your backbone is view any one of the following links - all of which let Republicans speak for themselves in their own words.
Come on snowflake, you can do it!
Just look in the mirror.
Video: "If You Don't Think Trump And Trumpistas Are Hypocritical And Dishonest, You Will Now!"
https://paxonbothhouses.blogspot.com/2020/04/if-you-dont-think-trump-and-trumpistas.html
Video: "Heroes Of The Pandumbic" (Watch This To The Very End!)
https://paxonbothhouses.blogspot.com/2020/04/video-heroes-of-pandumbic-watch-this-to.html
"The Divinity Of Donald Trump"
The Daily Show
https://paxonbothhouses.blogspot.com/2020/04/the-divinity-of-donald-trump-daily-show.html
"A Video Collage Of Trump's Arrogance: If You Are Even Vestigially Normal, You Will Sicken"
https://paxonbothhouses.blogspot.com/2020/03/according-to-trump-only-human-who-can.html
Vocal Trump Defender Mike Francesca, A Talk Radio Icon, Blasts "Un-Potty-Trained-73-Year-Old"
https://paxonbothhouses.blogspot.com/2020/04/vocal-trump-defender-mike-francesca.html