I don't know what I should change.... I've been insecure all my life... If you get to hear all your life you're a walking useless piece of sorrow, you'll begin to believe it.... I've never took much stock in how people look. How they behave to me has always been more important to me. No matter what I try to change in my face... Shaving, not shaving, long hair, short hair... Unless I completely change my face with plastic surgery, I will always have the same eyes, the same shape of my jaws, lips, nose etc. etc. etc. And that's where the resemblance lies that gives me the bad memories whenever I look at myself in the mirror.
I am basically against plastic surgery for cosmetic reasons, and the chance you'll only get ugly in the process is also there..... Genetics can sometimes be cruel....
(There is a reason why I use a picture of my spiritual daughter, Scyndi Scorpio (I'm an author and she is one of the characters you can meet in my work) for an avatar on most sites. Oh, Scyndi also hates her old man, just like her spiritual father does.... Coincidence???)
