You remind me of a child throwing temper tantrums in a store. You're rolling around on the floor screaming unintelligible words, Everyone is looking at you, But no one cares why you are throwing a fit, They shake their heads and say Damn!, That kid is f_cked up. Your parents sometimes buy you that shiny toy that holds your short attention span and you repeat the process all over again.
"Shakes head" I definitely blame your parents, They f_cked you up... Bad.